Imagine feeling like you have lost control and it does not matter which way you turn you see no way out... I know how it feels and as I tell you my story from my very first mental health admission I hope that if you too are feeling this way you take that first step… Continue reading Mental Health Ward

It was 7:10 am and she was screaming at me for her breakfast (boobie milk) I felt empty and useless at this point because I was very lost in my mind and all I needed to do was get Ava-lily to daycare by 8:45 am because a trip to the movies was booked and she… Continue reading That Friday morning…

My days are spent with a baby, She is a baby! (How can it be that hard) My house is a mess, the bed hardly gets made, my washing is not done, my floors are not swept, (The Hoover blew up) my hubby goes and gets the groceries my hair well that just does whatever… Continue reading She is just a baby

You arrived at 3:36 pm on 27th December 2017 and you were perfect but the moment the midwife lay you on my chest I had this dark feeling inside of me and it felt like my heart was being crushed. I didn't know why I had you and I was asking myself one question "how… Continue reading I didn’t know how to love you

The photo I took when I was hiding from the world and pretending I was ok when Infact I was falling to pieces and had no idea what my next move was going to be. Pictures can tell lies and I will hold my hands up and admit that I was just trying to smile… Continue reading Three Years Later

Thanks for joining me! Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton